100 followers and 255.2 am i dreaming????

ok, first order of business it to give all 100 of you CYBER HUGS!!!! comm'ere *gathers you all and..... HUGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!*

i'm pretty sure that this is the best i've felt in a LONG ASS time. i love you guys and i juat wanna make sure that all of you know it. from the bottom of my heart, i.love.you. i wish there was a word for all the love i feel.

"ok, mushy, get on with it."

kk, just took a poo, and i weighted myself and i'm 255.2, the lightest i've been in a long time. i'm so incredibly happy, this contest that i'm doing is really helping me motivate myself, so i wanna give a quick thank you to americaneaglelove, who has made this weight loss possible. thank you so much, you've helped me more than you know.

and now on to my life,

well i was sick most of this week and therefor ate like a mofo, but i ended up pulling my shit together at the end.

for the last week i was REALLY worried that i might fail my math course for the entire year b/c i could very well get an F as my overall 6 weeks grade. but i just learned that because i have carried a C/B average the entire year that i will not fail the class. i felt like flying to the moon, i was that happy.

i also had a choir concert this week and it was also the awards ceremony, i got a letter which is amazing and a little certificate for being in choir for 2 years.

and i've almost finished A Fistful or Rice, which is about the founder of SKS, a major micro-finance company in India, and it was REALLY GOOD!! lately i've been on a reading kick and i'm really into books about India or Indian Culture. i finished The Twentieth Wife and i'm about 1/3 of the way through the sequel, The Feast of Roses. i really into themed reading, when i read, i like all of my books to have a central theme, idea or just a similar feel to them. and i LOVE historical fiction. i'm such a culture nerd.

also, i decided to stay home this weekend instead of going to a friend of my mom's child's Grad. Party. i dunno, i just feel kinda awkward but i might pop in for the actual graduation and party and then come home. my mom went to stay the entire weekend b/c a friend of hers flew in from Florida and needs a ride to and from the airport.

that's about it, i'm not very exciting. well ok, i'm a bit busy with lots of little things. i always end up taking on like 20 different small projects and it feels like i've just buried myself. oh well, i like it that way.


Comments on Comments:
Tifanny Tilly: hehe, you're so sweet! my presentation went pretty well actually and all is good, thanks love.
Clytie: THANKS!! ^.^
Sofia:*Smilies* thank you ^.^
K: hehe, i'm glad i make you laugh, i like to be that person. well babe, the way i see it, i could do this or i could be an ax murdurer. (in normal words it means that we all have our hangups and i would rather this kind of crazy to any other)
Kitty: AWW's, you's all making me blush. Thank you!
ElBar7a:oh my, i didn't realize that having a baby dreams were prevelent. good, i'm not too crazy. i know how you feel, it's like you go from normal person to prego to can't see my feet anymore in a span of a conversation. it's really freaky.

LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (excessive exclamation points, why, yes please!!)
Elle

P.S. : there will be thinspo in your future, just saying.