well, the carnage is done. food has been eaten by one bad birthday girl. my actual B-day is tomarrow and i had my party with my friends last night. maybe my familly will throw me another "familly" party tommarrow; maybe not, i'd rather not.
i feel sick. my throat feels like i've stuffed a cat down it and that cat is finding it's way back out. i wanna run until i collapse, but i would have to do laundry, get off my ass and drive to the gym. i'll run tomarrow after school. i'm gonna work as fucking hard as i can to lose this weight. if i stick to a fast i can *hypothetically* lose 10 lbs in 10 days, usually that's about my rate maybe a little more. but if i exercise i could probably lose more. it all depends on my willingness not to fuck this up.
if i fast tomarrow i can go for 11 days. 11 days till ohayo-con, 11 days to fit in that dress, and i have dieuretic pills if i suck and fall on my ass. i want a milkshake but who needs the calories of milk and ice cream. i'll have honey/vanilla tea and re-write this english paper.
fast like the furious(-ly desperate, haha i'm hillarious *facepalm*)
Elle
P.S.
i dunno why but i LOVE corsets. they look adoreable if you can pull 'em off. <3
Hey Sweetie! Happy belated birthday for the 18th! So glad to meet another Capricorn. Mine was on the 12th!
ReplyDeleteIf you like corsets, check out this post by my friend, Mika. She makes them! http://mikabithell.blogspot.com/2010/11/good-kids-make-bad-grown-ups.html
Hope you have a good evening. <3. XXX.