dumb, stupid, fat, ugly, worthless, crappy, loss of control, nasty = all things i feel right now.
i didn't fast yesterday and i did eat breakfast and dinner today. after 7 pm. like the fat whore i am. i'm out of laxies. and i haven't bought those pills yet. and i suck like a $2 whore.
good news is i now have a line in the School Musical, bad news is that the line involves me waving my arms wildly and i can feel the fat sloshing from side to side, like a curtain.
yuck can't talk now, have homework and i'm gonna try my best to fast for the next 5 days, if i eat it will be a raw veggie and fruit fast then.
seriously, anyone have diet pill recommendations, i'm at a loss here.
Elle
don't be so hard on yourself..! I've been taking black coffee in the mornings and it kills my appetite for a few hours..but it tastes gross.
ReplyDeleteHooida. I get the ultra 2000 and its amazing. Kills hunger and gives you a bit of energy as well :)
ReplyDeletedon't starve yourself, just work out a lot. You got som amasing pictures here. realy wonderful.
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