feeling good, only had about 2.5 glasses of water today but i'll make up for it. last night i was working on an english essay (said essay i said i was gonna do early,haha) and mom decided to order pizza and guess the fucking what.... i said no, and then when pizza arrived she got a different pizza than what she wanted (pasta along with her pizza, oh the carbs) and it was vegitarian and she again asked if i wanted any and i said no...again. where did this willpower come from??!! and so she SAVED IT!!! oh god, it's screaming at me from the fridge and i know that if i eat it i'll fail so hard, so i'm chanting to myself about how i WILL be pretty and thin and able to be picked up and twirled. how i'm an amazing, strong, eventually BEAUTIFUL girl who doesn't need pizza (nasty yucky pizza that will give me pimples) to be happy. i just have to be strong. i tell myself that that pizza is not going to vanish off the face of the earth just because i don't eat it now, when i deserve it i'll have it.
love, be strong and wonderful,
Elle
girl, you can SO do it!! damned pizza, think of all the nasty grease thats gunna clog your heart up. and make you fat. ewww. I'm glad for your willpower, keep it up, beautiful!
ReplyDeletegood work refusing!! you CAN keep it up! don't go near that disgusting grease. think about the dirty utensils and the dirty products and the dirty hands assembling it and think of the grease sitting in the oven bubbling away and now lying dormant in your fridge ready to pounce once it enters your mouth.
ReplyDeletestay strong hunx
thats amazing! It's not easy to say no for me, but i just think of u the next time, and i will be able to! keep up the good work. U'll reach ur goal :) xx
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