here we go again, lunch today was a smucker's uncrustable sandwich (210) and a peice of gum (3.5)
yuck, i have loads of homework today so i can't talk much, but i wanna get your guyses opinion. WELL, i have an AP English 11 class and we were given an assignment to write a journal in a certain style (Richard Wright's) which is very poetic and long winded. and what we have to write about is a certain time in out lives where we felt extreme emotion. well, my first thoughs were the only seriously suicidal moment in my life and when my friend (who is a devout christian) tryed to convert me (i am not christian, btw). well, since my teacher and my friend know each other and my friend is in this class with me i had pretty much decided that i was gonna write about my one suicidal moment. well, i started writing this journal and i realize that it's bringing up some really "unpleasant" memories and feelings for me. so right now i don't know if i want to basicaly bad-mouth my friend in front of someone she knows or if i want to risk dredging up some really bad memories from my past.
BTW: me and my friend (It's S, who i've previously mentioned in this blog) have gotten past her "conversion" episode and are pretty much content to let a sleeping dog lie and not bother about religion for now.
oh gosh, this got much longer than i expected, anyways, just tell me what you guys think i should write about (there is always the possibility of choosing another subject, so keep that in mind too)
ttyl,
Elle
Update
topped at 434 cal. today was good, all the best for you my loves,
Elle
hey lovely,
ReplyDeletemaybe you should write about something that associates with a better feeling so you don't make yourself upset or end up bad-mouthing S? but if you feel strongly about sticking to this subject then i guess try and be as diplomatic as possible..or better yet, What Would Richard Wright Do? haha x
I think it's the mature thing to do not to badmouth your friend. Maybe you could write about something else a little more juvenile than some suicidal memories. You've got this one in the bag. Sending love and luck your way. <3
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