FINISHED!!!

[seriously, i want to look like her when i dress crazy instead of looking homeless :( ]

hey babes, (this is a long one, that's what she said)

here's that proper post i was talking about.

so, to start. let's just say that weight is fucking sucking and that i'm hoping and praying that i can get it off in time for graduation in May/June of 2012. cause otherwise, guess who's going to fat camp, yeah, i'm that fucking determined. hopefully school will help me deal with weight gain. i'm about 159.blah right now or some equivalent. meaning that in a perfect world i could be 250 for school and 220 by christmas at least. hopefully. please god, if you exist or are just feeling merciful, it's all i ask, smite me as you will, just make me tiny.

ok, no more praying to a god i don't even have feelings for.

on to my asian theme. I LOVE ASIAN CULTURE. i particularly like Indian culture. the colors, henna, bollywood, saris, destitute, former princes who rescue wayward girls and sudenny come into thousands of hundreds of dollars, i love it.

i also get a kick out of Japanese culture, shrines, buddah, watrefalls, lights of tokyo, it's pretty great too, but my love is for india.

honestly, how did these girls get so damn pretty, what was it about their blood that gave them that beautiful colorings. *jealousy monster ATTACK!!!*

anywho, i recently started looking around youtube and such and hav found the culture of J-pop/K-pop. I've watched some of Girls Generation/SNSD (anyone who knows could you clarify their actual name for me, i'm having trouble understanding the 2 names) and i LOVE Yui, her voice is so melodic and soothing and soulful. It's like hearing all my emotions.

most of what i know is from animes, so i like abington Boys school, ON/OFF, that stuffs. i'm open to any sugestions! i mostly like acoustic/indie/alternative music but i also go for techno and upbeat rock stuff. currently i'm constantly replaying I Am The Best by 2NE1. it sounds like asian ke$ha without the auto-tune. so good.(be bum ratatata tatata)

yeah,so i haven't slept yet and i have a busy day and i'm at the point where i', so tired i get dizzy. all i've had is tea so far, so i might be hungry but i'm getting weighted today and i don't need extra lbs.

Comments on Comments:
AB: on both of your comments, well first, i'm quite new to the K-pop/J-pop scene. it's all really new and exciting for me. and i am really excited about band camp b/c i love summer camps like this, any chace to be outta this house for extended periods of time is ok with me. thanks for the comments babe. stay strong! (^.-)/ *supposed to be a waving person (>.<)*

Leto: Hey, some of it could have also been period weight, i didn't get until that night so, bleh. but i'm off now and back to alright-ish weight. i'm gonna keep plugging away at it. yeah, band camp is supposed to be riddled with junk foods so i'll just bring my good for me foods and stay away from carbs and nasties like that. thanks for commenting!!

Samzi: hiya, yeah i have friends at band camp who will make sure i eat at least 3 meals a day so i'm in no danger of being sick. hopefully i'll burn crazy cals like you said cause i could use it if you know what i mean.

LOVE YOU ALL BABES,
Elle

k here's a crap ton of asian thinspo. hope you love it like me (^.^)