well, i finished my fast at 43 hours of total fasting time and got down to 257.2 which i was sooooo happy to see. then i kinda mini-binged, maybe 1000 cal or less, was not at all what i could have been, seeing as i haven't touched my Easter candy yet. and i won't until i see 250. i was 259.0 this morning which was good, but i got my period and have therefore been super-bitch all day. Even snapping at S.
today is a 500 day and i'm at 448 now so i could eat something small (like Miso soup for 25-30 cal) to appease the parents but i wanna stop and not tempt myself.
today was the Mock Wreck, it was cheesey like fucking natchos (this is a very funny looking word) and really damn windy. Also, my job shadow looks as if it will work out and it's gonna be really cool, i get to skip school Thursday and sit in on college classes, i'm stoked, it's tomorrow (also a funny word) and monday.
Mme. F (let's call her that) , my french teacher, has instated a new rule in class, everyone must speak french the enitre 45 minute period or else they will loose points. i like it because i'm good at working my way around a word i don't know or finding some way to express my meaning. I LOVE THE FRENCH LANGUAGE, it's so pretty. i like the words expecially, they express so much meaning.
oh gosh this post is so long compared to my others, aww well.
COMMENTS ON COMMENTS:Amer- (americaneaglelove) Amer is your nickname now, hope you likes >.< . Anywho, OMG that's an insane amount of calories, how long were you playing for?? sadly no, i don't have a horse though i like on a larger peice of land and have a barn with 2 stables in them. we also have a sorta pasture, the gates got taken off, it would be a really cool place if i had a horse.plus it's like INSANELY expensive for upkeep and care so prolbably not gonna happen.
Cinn- aww, your welcome babie, we all need a little support now and then, keep plugging through it, you'll find a better way through soon.
p.s.-
i'm in love with these motivation posters
they are soo good at atoping my binges in their tracks, also i'm getting really into Fitspo. i love the toned bodies of those girls. (god, i'm a creeper, i'mma go now)
i'll do a fitspo thinspo post soon.
Love my little chick-a-dees,
Elle
you're doing so well that's great
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