Sunday, March 20, 2011

reality is the new denial...

hey babes,

well, i'd tell you my latest weight but then i'd have to shoot myself. let's just say it was bad enought to fuel a laxie heavy night for me. meh, i still feel my insides rumbling about.

i feel sick and nasty and oh so disgusting. i'm gonna try for a 2 day fast next week. i'm also going to do a liquid fast the first full week in April (4th-10th).i'm starting to plan out my summer. i wanna be about 165 by school starting next year.

i was cleaning my room last night (it needed it...bad.) if i can find the cord to my mom's camera i'll upload those pics of me w/ my kitten hat and the Black Butler shirts (which fit but are tres tight) and maybe some of my room. that damn cord!!!

well, while cleaning i found my food journal from july when i kinda started this thing and i was eating like below 700 cals a day. i was so good. i really can't believe it. i need to get back to that place.

i'm not eating for the rest of the day. and then my fast begins monday through wednesday. and then just keep it low till April. i really would like to be 255 by april, but we'll see.

LOVEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Elle

2 comments:

  1. I originally had a three day fast planned for this weekend (fri-sun), long story short, I realized trying to fast with a boyfriend breathing down your throat is not the easiest thing to do. Therefore, I too will be fasting mon-wed. So you’re not alone, Good Luck, we can do this!!!!!!!!!!!

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  2. Your comments are showing up now! :) I don't know what was happening... but it's all good now. :D

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